Friday, June 19, 2020

Indigo: Abraham, Preceding the Storm 12th step...Crossroads


12th step…Crossroads

            There was a grocery store in Sadieville where all of the college students went.  It was small and dirty, and the selection was limited, but the prices were affordable and it was within walking distance of the school.  Nearly everyone shopped there, especially the students in the dorms, so it was inevitable that they would meet.
            Despite this inevitability it still felt like a shock when Ellen ran into Carolyne.  Ellen viewed Carolyne was Alex’s rebellious friend.  Somehow, she always assumed the other girl would have some sort of grudge against the store, but there really weren’t any other options.
            When their carts bumped, tensions flared.  Ellen looked at Carolyne, and Carolyne looked back, and both were quiet for a bit.  Then Ellen stammered and said, “Oh, Carolyne, hey!”
            “Hi.”
            Silence. 
            “…What’s going on with you?”
            “Just shopping.  I needed cigarettes and other things.”
            Ellen spied the pads in the cart.  “I feel for you, girl.”
            Carolyne grimaced.  “Anyway, how is Alex doing lately?”  She asked as if it were an afterthought.
            “She’s fine, for the most part.  She’s been dragging around a bit more than usual, but aside from that everything is normal.  Why do you ask?”
            For a brief moment, Ellen thought Carolyne looked guilty, and then she assumed it was a trick of the light.  “Just asking,” Carolyne said.  “We haven’t spoken much lately.”
            “I noticed.  What happened? You two were—"
            “People grow apart.” 
            Just like that the subject was closed and the tension returned.  Unsure of what else to do, Ellen did the only thing she could think of.  She touched Carolyne’s arm and smiled reassuringly.  “Well, you’re always welcome in our room.  Remember that.”
            Carolyne shied away from the touch.  “Thanks, I guess.”
            “No problem.”
            Carolyne adjusted her cart.  “I have to go.”  She paused. “Take care of Alex, though, would you?”
            “Of course, I will. And you don’t be a stranger, okay?”
            “I won’t,” Carolyne said, and Ellen couldn’t tell if she was lying.

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