Friday, June 5, 2020

Project Phoenix #6 "And Now for Something New..."

Things are weird and hard right now, but I am slowly trying to put it all back together.  Looking at my life, I try to do all the things and often overwhelm myself as a result.  I've made some small revisions to put it all back together and, hopefully, I can find a model that is sustainable.  

I want to be more invested in the world around me and not just the worlds in my head.  That will require some hard work, but I am ready to put the work in. 

Wish me luck.

29. Friday
30. Saturday
31. Sunday
-Current Mood: Neutral.
-Good: I am currently playing D20 with my brother and his friends.  The day started poor, but I have made a good effort to turn it around.  I’ve almost finished posting Emerald Crisis and am getting close to beating Persona 5 Royal.  Though I haven’t been following my schedule, I’ve been taking steps to keep my mood high.
-Bad: I am having a lot of trouble following D20, and I am not proud of my body.  I am so tired and anxious, and I don’t know that I can do student teaching in the fall.  All-in-all, I just want everything to go back to normal, but I don’t know that it will any time soon.
-Current Goal: Exercise 0%
June
01. Monday
-Current Mood: Tired.
-Good: Noodle is finished with homework, and I am feeling very close to her.  We got supper out today, and our food was pretty good.  I’ve had some bad news, and I am handling it well.
-Bad: I am tired, of the world and of all the hate and hurt hiding in it right now.  Also, I won’t be able to student teach until the Spring, which is tough, but it gives me time to sort some things out.  Also, also, Final Fantasy XV: Episode Ardyn is taking all the time to install.  So, there’s that.
-Current Goal: Exercise 0%
02. Tuesday
-Current Mood: Sore
-Good: I have generally felt better able to cope with the world around me, and I find that I have more confidence than I previously had only a few weeks ago.  If there is one good thing about COVID, it’s that it has forced me to reevaluate how I have lived my life to this point.
-Bad: Despite all of the progress I have made, I find myself still spinning the wheels.  Noodle’s health is questionable, and she may be getting sick.  Squirrel and Monkey each have their own issues, and I am just trying to keep the plates spinning.  They are all looking pretty wobbly at this point, though.
-Current Goal: Exercise
03. Wednesday
-Current Mood:
04. Thursday

Stories
Post Indigo: Abraham
Post Emerald Crisis—Final Fantasy VII—Disc One
Edit The Knights of Sheba 89% M
Stargazers Part 1 Rough 65%
The Unnamed Saga: Four Thrones Novel Rough 9%
New Rangers: Mighty Morphin Part 1 Rough 0%
Yggdrasil & Echo Concept
Red Verse Vigil: Gang Wars Rough 0%
Jacob is Trapped in the Closet Vol. 1 Research 0%
Books
Sun: 21st Century Parenting by Rick Capaldi
Mon: One-Punch Man Vol. 3, Ch. 21.2—23.1
7Tue: Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure: Part 1—Phantom Blood Vol. 3. Ch. 31—44
Wed: My Hero Academia Vol. 3, Ch. 19—26
Thu: Yu-Gi-Oh! Vol. 2, Duel 8—15
Fri: American Gods by Neil Gaiman
Sat: One Piece Ch. 466
Shows
Weekend: Critical Role/Talks Machina
-Funimation: Dragon Ball “Tournament Saga” 20
—28
-Owned: Gundam Wing 21—27
-Netflix: The Dragon Prince S2.2—9
-Online: Digimon Adventure File Island Arc 1—13
-Disney+: Disney Shorts 1920s
Weekend: Critical Role/Talks Machina
Games
1. Console: Xenoblade Chronicles
2. Short: Metal Gear Solid 2: Bande Desinee
3. JRPG: Final Fantasy XV: Episode Ardyn
4. Series: .hack//MUTATION
5. Free Play: Persona 5: Royal/Final Fantasy VII: Remake
6. Multiple: Dragon Age: Origins Duran Aeducan Replay

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