Project Phoenix #5 "It's Been a While"

I had big plans to update all the things, but they aren't happening.  So, I am posting this while I have the time and so I won't forget later.  I'll outline more parts of Trapped in its place later tonight.

09. Saturday

-Current Mood: Dry.

-Good: I am currently playing D20 Modern, Uncivil War, and despite everything, I am in a good place of sorts.

-Bad: Noodle is really struggling with this quarantine, and I worry for her.  I love her so much, and I wish I could help her, but it’s not always something that can be done.

-Current Goal: Exercise 0%

10. Sunday

-Current Mood:

11. Monday

-Current Mood: Tired.

-Good: I got to come home early from work to take care of Squirrel while Noodle went out to do her own work.  While at home, I caught up on my homework and played some Persona 5 Royal.  I also got to have Panera Bread for supper, and my stomach hasn’t had any major problems since Friday.

-Bad: My throat has been sore and my nose runny, and my throat just smells/tastes rotten.  My tonsil stone fell out the other day, but I feel like some of it might have fallen down and caught in my throat.  I just feel gross.  I also bought the wrong thing for supper when I went grocery shopping, and it made me feel really down on myself.  I quickly fell into the trap of, “I never do anything right; I am failure.”  Luckily, Noodle comforted me.

-Current Goal: Exercise (I will restart tomorrow)

Beat Final Fantasy X: Eternal Calm.  More like watched, amirite?!

12. Tuesday

-Current Mood: Amused.

-Good: I am currently playing DnD5e.  My players are deliberating and making things so much more difficult than things need to be.  It is a beautiful tapestry that the three of them weave.

-Bad: There’s not a whole lot of bad going on with me today.  Staying at home is hard for Noodle and Squirrel, and I worry for the world and the nation.  My life is doing good today, though.

-Current Goal: Exercise 0% (I was wrong)

13. Wednesday

-Current Mood: Anxious.

-Good: All in all, today was a highly productive day.  I’ve been watching a lot of Joshua Weissman on Youtube, and I was able to do some writing, editing, and homework.  I also got to eat some trash!food today, and it didn’t make my entire stomach fall apart, so that was nice.

-Bad: I worked hard for the last two days to keep my diet healthy and my portion sizes in control, and that went out the window today.  Also, I will have to request more time off of work coming up, which is making me anxious.  My stomach is still uneven, and watching successful people who are younger than me always seems to mess with my mind.  I am trying to work on that desire to compare and judge, but it is second nature to me.

-Current Goal: Exercise 2%

14. Thursday

-Current Mood: Hopped Up

-Good: I have not played any video games today.  I’ve told myself that I will start taking Tuesday and Thursdays off from my comfort activity, to diminish my dependence on them and to allow me time to focus on other activities and things in my life.  So far, it has been going okay.

-Bad: I got a Mt. Dew today, and it is delicious.  Also, we had to do a discussion board today, and I worry that I was too open with my class.  I go to a Christian university, and I get anxious whenever I mention my lack of faith and practice.

-Current Goal: Exercise 4%

Stories

Post Indigo: Abraham

Post Emerald Crisis—Final Fantasy VII—Disc One

The Knights of Sheba Editing 78% M

Stargazers Part 1 Rough 62%

The Unnamed Story: Four Thrones Revision 9%

Spooky House: Year One Rough 0%

Yggdrasil Concept

Red Verse Vigil: Gang Wars Rough 0%

Echo Concept

New Rangers: Mighty Morphin’ Part 1 Rough 0%

Jacob is Trapped in the Closet S1 Outline 2%

Worlds Within: Ghosts of Tomorrow Rough 0%

Books

Sun: 21^st Century Parenting by Rick Capaldi

Mon: One-Punch Man Vol. 3, Ch. 21.1—23.1

7Tue: Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure: Part 1—Phantom Blood Vol. 3. Ch. 28—44

Wed: My Hero Academia Vol. 3, Ch. 19—26

Thu: Yu-Gi-Oh! Vol. 2, Duel 8—15

Fri: American Gods by Neil Gaiman

Sat: One Piece Ch. 466

Shows

Weekend: Critical Role/Talks Machina

-Funimation: Dragon Ball “Tournament Saga” 19

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-Owned: Gundam Wing 20—27

-Netflix: The Dragon Prince S2.2—9

-Online: Witch Hunter Robin 23

-Disney+: Disney Shorts 1920s

Weekend: Critical Role/Talks Machina

Games

1. Console: Xenoblade Chronicles

2. Short: Kingdom Hearts RE:Coded HD Cinematics

3. JRPG: Final Fantasy XV: Episode Ardyn

4. Series: .hack//MUTATION

5. Free Play: Persona 5: Royal/Final Fantasy VII: Remake

6. Multiple: Dragon Age: Origins Duran Aeducan Replay