Hello Internet,
Sometimes, life just feels a bit like a whirlwind.
I am not good with transition. Though ADHD can make me crave novelty and create disorder out of order, I do need routine to thrive, even as I rebel against it. Right now, routine is hard to find.
I have officially recieved a verbal job offer for the next school year. I am still waiting on paperwork, but I will be employed in the coming school year. Tomorrow, Kangaroo starts daycare and Ratatoskr is starting a special summer art program through the school district. I will have to pick them both up and drop them both off throughout the week, and I am not ready for how that will affect my schedule.
It will be nice to operate on a different, looser schedule on Mondays and Tuesday (which will be the days Kangaroo is attending daycare until the school year starts). Hopefully, I can use those days to finish a few things that I have been planning to work on, but I do not know how this will change him or his schedule and how that will affect me when he is home.
The not knowing how things will look in the future is where I am worried. I know that everyone goes through these very same feelings, but it still concerns me. I always try to plan for the unexpected, and when I do, I become rigid in my expectations and unfairly frustrated in my failures. For now, I need to take the time while I have it, because Nietzche knows when I will have it again.
That's part of the problem with plans, isn't it? As the cliche goes: life is what happens while you are planning.
Sincerely,
RWS
P.S.
-Short Rest-
-Short Rest Schedule-
1. Book/Final Fantasy VII REMAKE: Intergrade/Critical Role
2. Shounen Jump 1/Marvel’s Spider-Man/Anime
3. Discworld/DnD5e/Owned & Online
4. Shounen Jump 2/Mass Effect 3/Netflix
5. Online Manga/Hell Night/Disney+
6. Shounen Jump 3/Persona 3 Portable/HBO
7. Free Read/.hack//OUTBREAK/D20
Books
Tower: My Hero Academia: Vigilantes
1. Book: Fullmetal Alchemist Vol. 6, Ch. 24: “Fullmetal Alchemist”—Extra 60% (3—5)
2. One-Punch Man Vol. 21, Punch 98: “Light”—101 17% (2—6)
3. Discworld: The Color of Magic: Page 1—210 0%
4. My Hero Academia Vol. 16, Ch. 142: “Shield and Shield, Spear and Shield”—147 40% (5—10)
5. Soul Eater Vol. 2, Ch. 4: “Demon Sword part 1”—5 75% (4—4)
6. Boruto: The Next Generation Vol. 10, No. 39: “Proof”—39 100% (4—4)
7. Off
-Games-
0. Towers: Dragon Age: Origins Kallian Tabris 100%
1. Final Fantasy VII REMAKE: Intergrade 0% (0/49hrs)
2. PS5: Marvel’s Spider-Man 0% (0/44hrs)
3. DnD5e
4. Replay: Mass Effect 3 Jean Shepard 2% (1/56hrs)
5. Hell Night
6. Backlog: Persona 3 Portable 74% (61/83hrs)
7. .hack//OUTBREAK 0% (0/22hrs(57/79hrs))
Shows
Tower: Fullmetal Alchemist Season One 92% (25—26)
1. Critical Role: Campaign 3 Part I Ep. 3: “Trail and the Toll”—11 (Level Up to 5) 18% (3—11)
2. Anime: Outlaw Star 19% (6—26)
3. Online/Owned: Firefly 29% Disc 2 (5—14)
4. Netflix: Seven Deadly Sins Season 1 83% (21—24)
5. Disney+: Gargoyles Season 1 46% (7—13)
6. HBO: Young Justice Season 1 42% (12—26)
7. Dimension 20: A Crown of Candy: “Keep Sharp”—19 16% (4—19)
8. Movies: 14% (2—7)
Disney/Bambi
HBOMax/My Neighbor Totoro
Star Wars/Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
Owned/Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within
Marvel/X2: X-Men United
Anime/.hack//LIMINALITY: “The Case of Yuki Aihara”
DCAU/Batman: Mask of the Phantasm
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