The Knights of Sheba 108 B…Start
Claude stares at his phone, which
sits there silently, not staring or moving at all. After a few hours of contemplation and
imaginary conversations, he finally gets the courage to call. After few more hours of getting courage, and
one attempt that led to him hanging up after the first ring, Shirley calls him.
“Claude,” Shirley says.
“Shirley.”
“I have a missed call from the
hotel. Figured it was you.”
“Uh, yeah.”
“So, I called back.”
“Yeah,” he says. “Hi.”
“Hi.” She pauses.
“So…”
“The front desk told me that you had
called.”
“Yes, I did.” She laughs ruefully. “To be honest, I didn’t expect you to call
back.”
“Really?”
“It’s been the better part of a day,
Claude.”
“Well.” He sighs.
“Yeah, sorry about that.”
“It’s fine,” she says, and he almost
believes her. She sounds sincere at the
very least. “So, I’m glad to hear from
you.” That, he readily believes. “Do you
want to meet up and talk?”
“Yeah, actually, I do.”
“Okay, I’ll be there in a bit.”
They hang up. A few minutes later, Claude waits in the
foyer, watching the front door for Shirley’s car. It is snowing again. Fat, white piles of snow gather around the
parking lot. Were he on shift, then he
would be out sprinkling salt and shoveling.
The hotel gets business on days like this. The restaurant doesn’t.
Shirley pulls up to the front and
Claude hurries out the door. Cold bites
deep at his exposed flesh. He offers a
brief greeting from the passenger seat before they pull out. Shirley gets them on the highway before
speaking.
“So, where do you want to go?”
Claude shrugs. “We could just drive.”
“We could,” she says, flowing
through traffic. She is a safe, if
somewhat haphazard driver. It isn’t that
she multitasks poorly, but that she seems lackadaisical. It is part of her charm.
They drive down the highway. Cars drag slowly around them. In the distance, the city shines as it always
does. Above, the clouds gather the light
and swell with it like a purpling bruise.
Claude has never seen a true winter before and finds the fragile beauty
of fresh snow fascinating.
“So,” he says after a lingering
silence. “What is it you wanted to talk
about?”
“You know what I want to talk
about.” She glances at him. “We need to sort out that argument we had.”
Claude goes quiet, thinks. He slouches in his seat and stares out the
window, and everything he had to say suddenly seems like a lifetime ago. “There’s nothing to sort. We already said everything we could.”
“No, we didn’t,” she says. “Listen, I’m sorry if what I said was hurtful
or mean. I know that doesn’t take it
back or make it better, but it is true.
I really am sorry, and I’m just worried about you, and, honestly, a
little offended.”
“Offended? Why?”
“I came up here to help you,
Claude. I dropped everything I had, left
everything I know, for you, and you seem upset at me for it.”
“No one asked you for your help.”
“I never said anyone did! I’m just,” she sighs, “You don’t need to ask
for help to need it, and you definitely need it.”
“I’m doing just fine.”
“You’re living in a hotel.”
“You keep bringing that up. I’m living off people’s charity, but how is
it different if I move in with you?”
“Because…”
“It’s not, Shirley. It’s just me living off of your charity, and
I refuse to burden you like that!”
“I want the burden!” She twists the wheel and the car sways. After righting the car, she says, “Claude, I
didn’t follow because I had to. I
followed because I wanted to. I WANT to
help you. It’s not a burden. It’s my choice.”
“Fine, that’s fine, but this is my duty.”
“It can be ours,” she says, her tone
softening. “Just—come see the apartment,
okay?”
Claude pauses, watches the
snowflakes dance by. The sun is already
down, and night is gathering, but with the clouds holding the light, the world
remains bright. The snow on the ground
reflects the light of the streetlamps in the most beautiful way.
“Fine,” he says.
Shirley takes them off the highway
and into downtown. The streets here are
long and narrow, and the buildings tall monuments to labor and, possibly,
hubris. She moves through the winding
streets with familiarity and finds a parking spot across the street from a
tall, old brick building. The fire
escapes look like they were built before Claude was born.
They step out into the cold air together,
shiver, and cross the street. Claude
trails after Shirley, taking the place in.
Closer up, he can see decks built onto the building, their wood dark
with moisture. She stops at the front
and opens it, and she leads them up a few staircases and to an unassuming green
door in a hallway with yellow wallpaper and brown carpet.
She smiles at him. “Are you ready?” The excitement shows in her tone and in the
way she dances a little as she asks.
Claude has his hands in his pockets,
an image of apathy. He shrugs. “Sure.”
She unlocks the door and pushes it
open. It swings in, revealing a single,
small room, a studio. A modest
kitchenette is built into one side and a door to the right leads to an even
more modest bathroom. She has a lone
mattress on the floor and little else.
Claude stares, less than
underwhelmed and more than a little embarrassed. She, however, is still
smiling. “Isn’t it great?”
“Uh.”
“I know it’s small, but it’s homey,
and it’s mine.” She steps into the room,
stopping beside the mattress. “And it
could be ours, you know.”
“Shirley…”
She walks about, picking up trash
and stuffing it into an open trash bag by the kitchenette. “And it’s bigger than your hotel room. And
it’d be yours, really yours. We could
decorate together, maybe display your bows.”
She gestures toward the wall, as if the display is already there. “It would look good here, don’t you think?”
“Shirley.”
“Yeah?”
“Why are you doing all of this?”
She stares at him, as if confused by
the question, and then says, simply, “I want to help.”
He approaches her, stares into her
eyes. “I know you do, but why?”
“Because we’re friends.”
“We are but,” he shakes his head,
“You uprooted your whole life. For
this. You left your family, your
friends, your job, your home, all so you could come live in this tiny room, in
the middle of a dirty street, in a big city that hardly knows you’re here.
Why?”
She stares a moment longer, and then
she laughs, hard. She laughs so hard her
cheeks reddened and her eyes sprout tears, and she keeps laughing until he
begins to sulk.
“What’s so funny,” he asks as her
laughter dies.
“You’re really something special,
you know that?”
“Is that a joke or something?”
“No, it’s not,” she says, still
smiling, still flushed. Her face is
vibrant and alive, and there is something else Claude can’t quite
recognized. Her eyes look half-lidded. “Claude. How, after all these years, can you
not see it?”
“See what?”
“I like you.”
The words are followed by
silence. Even the traffic outside goes
quiet, and the admission hangs there. Then, the three words register, and
Claude’s entire universe realigns.
Looking back, he can see every
little hint, every advance. It leaves
him clumsy and self-conscious, and he stares at the floor, bashfully.
Seeing this, Shirley backs up. “I mean, that is, I have feelings. For you.
But if you don’t…”
He kisses her, awkwardly, her mouth
half-open and his eyes closed. They
hardly make contact, but Claude is confident and follows through. He pulls her close, and they meld together,
their bodies connected, their lips finding each other.
Once embraced, they tumble back onto
the bed, and they stay together through the night.
-The
Knights of Sheba-
The next morning is cold and distant,
framed by a grey sky and fat, crystalline snowflakes. They gather in in the edges of the streets as
the snowplow pushes through. Inside,
hiding from the cold of the day in the warmth and safety of Shirley’s
apartment, Claude wakes up naked, covered by a thin blanket. Beside him, Shirley sleeps soundly and
equally nude.
At first glance, shock sets in,
shock at the whirlwind of events that led to this morning. He remembers waiting anxiously in the hotel’s
foyer, remembers a long, tense car ride, remembers the disappointment of the
apartment. Then, there is a blurry haze
of limbs and rapture.
It all felt like a long time coming.
As the night unravels itself in his
mind, horror sets in. He worries over
Shirley, over himself, over the relationship that is not even fully
healed. He remembers how empty his life
felt without her, how scared he was of losing her, and can only see how sex
complicates it all.
Then, he looks at her, sleeping
beside him, her hair askew, her makeup smudged, snoring softly. He watches the way she breaths, and he
squeezes her tight to him and hopes the day doesn’t come.
She murmurs and rubs her eyes. “Good morning,” she says, stretching, and she
smiles sleepily. “So, I have to be
honest with you. I didn’t expect this to
happen last night.”
“Really?”
“Well, I mean, I planned to get here
eventually. Just didn’t expect it to
happen so fast. But don’t get me wrong,
I’m happy.” She looks back over her
shoulder. “You’re happy, too, aren’t
you?”
“I’m confused,” Claude says. “Happy, yes, but also confused. And about moving in…”
“You can’t say no now,” she says, “I
won’t be your booty call.”
He laughs and hugs her and buries
his face into her auburn hair. It smells
like her. “I know, and I don’t want you
to be.” He reaches over her body,
finding a cell phone and clicking it on.
Seeing the time, he jumps up, rising from the bed in the nude. Shirley appraises him in the dull morning
light.
“You know,” she says, eying him,
“It’s awful cold out. We could just stay
in all day.”
“Can’t,” Claude says, feeling very
self-conscious about his nudity. He
shimmies into his pants. “I have to work
in a few minutes.”
Shirley pouts and sits up. The blanket falls down her chest, exposing
creamy flesh. She smiles. “Really? Because you look very sick to me.”
Claude stares. “Really, I wish I was.”
She shrugs and stands, naked and
completely at ease with it. “Well,” she
says, bending to gather her things from the floor, “I guess this gives me a
chance to move your stuff in.” She looks
at him, her bra halfway up her arms.
“You are moving in.”
Claude laughs. “Yes, I am.”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
“Would you just hold still?”
“I am holding still.”
“Well, you need to hold more
still. You need to be holding so much
still that your hands are overflowing with it.
But, seriously, more than anything, Genie, you need to stop fidgeting
before I hurt you.”
“By accident,” Geneva asks, holding
her head high and her eyes closed.
“No,” Beatrice says firmly.
Geneva holds her breath and does her
best not to move. She is sitting in the
bathroom while Beatrice fusses around her.
“I can put on makeup myself, you know.”
“You can,” Beatrice says, pausing to
take Geneva in and then returning to work.
“But tonight is a big night, so I’m thinking we might go elegant and
attractive and less with the meth-clown chic.”
“Ha. Ha.”
“Still!” Beatrice kneels down. She holds a brush between her teeth and grabs
the tweezers from the counter.
Squinting, she says, “You’ve got a stray eyebrow hair…”
“I thought they were—Ow!”
“Got it,” Beatrice says, tossing the
tweezers aside. She takes out concealer
and goes to work. “So, you excited about
your big date?”
“Nervous, more like,” Geneva
says. “Think, monster-zombie butterflies
nervous.”
“Zombies?”
“They’re eating my stomach, Bea.”
“Why? You’ve been to a party with
her before, haven’t you?”
“I kind of made an ass out of
myself.”
Beatrice shrugs. “You’re in high
school. Goes with the territory.
“She never makes an ass out of
herself.”
“She’s cool. Cool kids save all their assery for later in
life.”
“So, it’s not big deal?”
“Not in the grand scheme of
things.” Beatrice closes the concealer
and tosses it haphazardly at the sink.
She digs through a drawer and finds an eye liner pencil, and she blows on
it before tilting Geneva’s head back.
“Now, remember, still.”
“Did you ever do something stupid
thinking you would impress a bunch of people, but really you just made yourself
look like a fool?”
“No, but I sort of skipped the whole
high school part of development. You,
I’m afraid, have a few years of awkward left in your future.”
“You give me so much hope.”
“That’s what I’m here for. Now, quiet.”
Beatrice drops the pencil to the floor and applies lipstick. “Now smack them. Good girl.”
“We almost done yet?”
“No, we still haven’t done your
hair.” Beatrice stares at her. “Up or down?”
Geneva tugs at her hair, trying to
hide behind it. “Anyway to cover up my
forehead?”
“No, dear. It’s hereditary.”
“You don’t have a giant forehead.”
“I take after the good-looking side
of the family,” Beatrice says. “Hey, is
it this dress I loaned you, or are your boobs bigger?”
“I don’t know,” Geneva says,
squeezing and inspecting them. “They
could be. Maybe Kit’s are radioactive
and her boobs are bringing out the bust in me.”
“That’s so scientific that I don’t
even know. And here, everyone is saying
how I’m the smart one.”
“No one says that,” she feels a
pinch on the back of her neck and winces.
“Ow! What was that for?”
“Because I’m your big sister and
sometimes you forget that. Now, up. Let’s get you in front of a mirror so you can
see the masterpiece I’ve painted upon the canvas of your face.”
Geneva stands and, upon Beatrice’s
insistence, closes her eyes. She is led
from the bathroom and to her room by the hand.
“You think mom is mad?”
“If she is, it’s nothing to do with
you, so don’t worry your, if I dare to compliment myself, pretty little head
over it.” They come to a stop. “Now, open!”
Geneva opens her eyes to find
someone else staring back from the mirror.
The person in the mirror isn’t an awkward teenage girl but a woman. The makeup ages her elegantly, accentuates
her strengths while playing down her flaws.
It makes her proportions work to her advantage, while the dress fits her
well about the midsection, enhancing and flowing from there to hide her baby
fat.
After a few seconds, Geneva says,
“Wow. Bea, thanks!”
Beatrice shrugs. “Truth told, I was working with good
material. You’re a nice-looking girl,
Genie, you just don’t give yourself enough credit.”
Geneva blushes, looks away. Her eyes keep coming back to her
reflection. “I wouldn’t say that.” She smooths her dress, puffs her cheeks like
a fish to make sure it’s her. Then, she
smiles at Beatrice. “Think Kit will…”
“If you’re a virgin after tonight
then that girl isn’t really a lesbian.”
Beatrice tilts her head to the side.
“Did I just say that about my own sister?”
“Yeah. Weird.”
Beatrice shrugs. “By the by, you losing weight?”
“Oh?” Geneva pulls the dress against her body. “Maybe.
I guess I have been exercising lately.”
“Goodie for you,” Beatrice says,
slumping onto Geneva’s bed. She
stretches her legs languidly. “I, for
one, don’t have the energy for that nonsense.”
Geneva laughs. “Trust me, it’s not my choice.”
“What?”
“I just. Gym.
I’m in gym class.”
“Ah.
Don’t have those in college.”
“Yeah,” Geneva says, looking away.
-The
Knights of Sheba-
Beatrice does Geneva’s hair before
leaving her to pace around the room while waiting. Geneva is partway through her fourth round
when she hears Kit’s car pull up and rushes to the door to meet her at the door
before her parents can intercept. They
meet in the front yard, and Geneva regrets not bringing a coat as her feet sink
into the mud. Luckily, Kit is there with
a jacket for her. She slips it onto
Geneva’s shoulders before taking the time to appraise her.
“Wow. You’re in a dress like that.”
Geneva blushes, feels momentarily
like she is on display. “Is that bad?”
“No.
You look amazing.”
The blush deepens. “Thanks.
Bea helped me. She did my makeup
and—Ah! We should hurry, shouldn’t we?”
“No rush.” Kit checks her phone. “We have all the time
in the world, and I don’t mind standing here and watching you talk.”
Geneva flips the jacket collar to
hide behind it. “I do, though. I’m freezing.”
“Then your chariot awaits.”
Kit leads Geneva to the car and
holds the door for her. Then, she gets
in on the driver’s side and they set out.
Geneva folds Kit’s jacket up and rests it on her lap before fiddling
with the heater.
Kit glances at her. “Well, aren’t you just comfortable in here
now?”
Geneva glances, recoils
quickly. “Sorry, I didn’t—I was just
cold.”
“It’s fine,” Kit says,
smirking. “I’m glad you’re loosening
up.”
“Well, I won’t get too loose
tonight. I promise.”
“What, you don’t get a repeat
performance of your birthday?”
“Ugh,” Geneva says. “Sorry. Apparently, I’m a lightweight.”
“You’re fine. Besides, it got me into your bed.”
Geneva blushes again and doesn’t
even have the jacket to hide behind. She
fiddles with the knobs of the heater to look busy. “We, uh, we didn’t…”
“I already told you. No, we didn’t. Just cuddled.
It was nice.”
“Well, if you liked it so much,
maybe we can try that again tonight,” Geneva says. “The cuddling, I mean.”
“Yeah?”
Geneva tries out a smirk and finds
it helps her feel more confident.
“Depends on how the night goes.”
“In that case, I promise to be on my
best behavior.”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
When Nina gets the call she leaves
immediately, speeding through the city streets and skidding to a halt at the
school parking lot. From there, she runs
through the snow, ignoring the bite of the whipping winds, and makes her way to
the woods just off grounds. She can see
the Gate Tree in the distance, shimmering faintly in the darkness.
The area is in ruin. Trees have been uprooted or tossed aside. Those that stand are shattered and
splintered. Two elven soldiers lie dead
on the ground, their bodies crushed as if by a giant boot, their insides left
outside.
Other elves are on scene, gathering
their allies remains and investigating the damage. Erak stands among them, his coat tail tossing
in the wind. He surveys the scene from
behind his hand, his skin pale, his eyes wide.
His other hand clutches an unlit cigarette. When he sees her, he composes himself,
drawing up to his full height, squaring his shoulders, and taking a deep
breath.
“Lieutenant, it’s about time you
showed up.” His voice is shaky. He lacks his usual resolve. Nina remembers that he, like many of the
others on the border defense, have never seen live combat.
She salutes. “Sir, what has
happened?”
“Isn’t it obvious? We’re under attack, and as far as I am
concerned, it’s a declaration of war.”
“Sir?”
“What else could it be? The first were scouts, but this…This has to
be a raiding party.” He looks around at
the scattered tree trunks, at the broken bodies, and shudders. “What?
What could have done this, Olivier?”
“Monsters,” Nina says.
“Demons,” Erak whispers. He turns to her. “We’ll be mobilizing all troops. You should contact the girl.”
“Geneva?”
“She’s a knight, isn’t she? If I recall, her kind are supposed to be
well-suited for fighting demons.”
“Yes, sir. But…”
“This is your chance,
Lieutenant. Prove her worth to me,” he
says. “Why have a weapon if you can’t
even use it.” He turns his back on her,
and the conversation ends.
Nina lingers, shivering in the
cold. She looks at the dead bodies being
scooped up into bags, at the trail of chaos leading off to the highway. The enemy is strong, perhaps numerous, and
Geneva is unready, but Nina has her orders.
She pulls out her phone and makes
the call.
-The
Knights of Sheba-
Kit and Geneva arrive to a sea of
people. They pull up beside a long line
of cars and get out. Kit is quick to run
around and hold Geneva’s door for her, and she unfolds her jacket and slips it
around Geneva’s shoulders again. Then,
she puts an arm around her.
Geneva smiles, her stomach
fluttering.
They walk together, bodies close, up
to the front lawn. The house is modest
and packed with people. Light spills out
from the upstairs windows, looking like two giant, shining eyes. There are a few people on the porch smoking
as they approach.
Kit opens the gate and stares at the
house. “I was afraid we would be the
only ones who showed considering the weather.”
She holds out her hand to catch a few snowflakes and shivers.
“Come on,” Geneva says, taking Kit
by the hand, “Let’s get you inside before your chivalry freezes you to death.”
Kit smiles. “Yes, ma’am,” she says, and she follows
Geneva through the yard. Frosted grass
crunches under their feet. People wave
from the front as they approach, and Kit waves back. Geneva sees Rebecky among them and gets to
wave, too.
They are halfway there when Geneva’s
dress buzzes. At first, she stops,
horrified, and then remembers her phone.
She stares anxiously, and she finds Kit waiting. “Give me a second,” she says, turning and
answering her phone. “Uh, hello?
Yeah.” Geneva plugs her ears and
steps away from Kit. “Now? But…” She sighs. “Fine, fine.”
Geneva finds a street sign and gives the address. Then, she hangs up and tucks her phone back
into her bra, where Beatrice had told her to keep things in the first place.
She turns to Kit, who is staring. A few seconds pass, and then Kit says, “You
have a cell phone?”
“Well, it’s a long story. You, uh, you see, it’s complicated.” She paces away from Kit.
“Genny, what’s going on?”
“I’m sorry, Kit. Really, I am, but I don’t have time to
explain. Or I don’t know if I can. It’s just one of those things. If I told you, I’d have to kill you.” She laughs.
“But, seriously, I’m really sorry.”
“What are you talking about?”
A black SUV pulls up, and Ms. Olivia
honks from the driver’s seat. Geneva
looks back and thinks that she made good time.
Then, she grabs Kit’s coat and tosses it to her. “Really, I’m sorry,” she says, and she
bunches up her dress and stumbles her way toward the street and to Ms. Olivia’s
car.
Kit watches from the lawn, more
shocked than hurt, and holding her jacket.
The Knights of
Sheba 108…End