Episode Six: Party
Geneva
staggers, struggles to keep her footing.
Ms. Olivia is quick, decisive, and insistent. She approaches smoothly and swings wide,
giving Geneva an opening, and then closes it shortly after. Geneva freezes and barely manages to duck
under a strike meant for her left shoulder.
She
stumbles farther back, spinning unnecessarily in the process, as if to throw
her opponent off. Ms. Olivia follows
close, blade up. She holds a moment too
long, another opening, another missed opportunity. Geneva flails aimlessly, swings, and trips.
“Wait,
wait,” Geneva yells while seeking stable footing. Her feet fumble clumsily across the mats.
“There
is no waiting in combat, Ms. Oaks.”
“There
is in practice!”
Geneva
lunges and hits nothing. Ms. Olivia
steps around the attack and leaves Geneva falling forward, and Geneva lands
heavily on her chest and fights for breath.
Her sword, meanwhile, bounces a few times on the mat before settling.
Ms.
Olivia stops beside Geneva and taps her gently on the head with her own wooden
sword.
Geneva
groans. “Ow.”
“She
barely touched you,” an elf says from the sidelines. A whole group of them are watching, and so is
Erak. He is the most displeased of them
all, and unlike the others, he doesn’t see anything funny. Part way through the session he lit a
cigarette, and that seemed to take up most of his focus until the finale.
Geneva
pushes herself up into a sitting position and rubs the knot on the back of her
head. She mumbles to herself until Ms.
Olivia offers her a hand up.
“Would
you like to try one more time, Ms. Oaks?”
“No,
not really,” Geneva says. “Seriously,
you keep leaving bruises, my parents will start to wonder about these tutoring
sessions. And I’m not brave enough to
try another mugger story.”
Ms.
Olivia casts a glance at the elves around the room. “Then we will end our training for the day,”
she says. “Put the equipment away and do
your stretches. Then, I will take you
home.”
“Then
again, maybe we could say the first mugger came back to finish the job,” Geneva
says, taking Ms. Olivia’s sword and then fetching her own. She walks them across the basement and hangs
them on the wall. The elves watch her
the entire time, as she stretches, as she gathers her things, and they talk.
Geneva tries to ignore them.
She
fails.
Ms.
Olivia leads her outside, into the syrupy autumn light. Six weeks have passed and the seasons have
changed. The leaves, once green, have
been set ablaze in a sea of browns, reds, yellows, and oranges. The grass crunches underfoot, and Geneva has to
wear a jacket now to keep warm.
They
get into the SUV, and Ms. Olivia apologizes for the elves. “They’re making this
more difficult than it needs to be.”
Geneva
shrugs. “Realistically? I’d have trouble even without the audience or the
commentary,” Geneva says. “Anyway,
doesn’t matter. I’m used to being made
fun in not-so-hushed-breaths.”
“Regardless,
their behavior is unbecoming. We’re
supposed to be the high race, to be an example, and that is how they
behave? Disgusting.”
She starts the vehicle and pulls away from the other SUVs, and they turn
down the road away from the compound.
“Okay,
let’s be real here for a second. It’s
pretty disgusting to refer to yourselves as the high race in the first
place. So, really, their behavior is
just staying the course.”
“Still,
I apologize.”
“You
don’t have to.”
“No,
I do,” Ms. Olivia says emphatically.
“However I act, whoever I am, they represent me by association. We should find another option, somewhere else
to train without their scrutiny.”
“Would
Erak approve of that?”
“No,
but that hardly matters to me.”
Geneva
looks at her. “Wow, teach, stick it to
the man. Then again, if that guy
disapproves of something, then you know it’s the right thing to do.”
Ms.
Olivia allows a smirk. “That may be
true.”
“By
the way, speaking of things he won’t like, can I have tomorrow off?”
“What?
No. Why?”
“Why
ask why if you’ve already said no?”
“Just
answer.”
Geneva
sighs. “I don’t really want to
explain. I just want the day off.” She looks at her again. “Please?”
Ms.
Olivia glances at her before taking a turn.
“Is it important?”
“To
some people. Yes, yes it is.”
“To
you?”
“Those
people are important to me. Yes.”
“But
the reason…”
“Just
say yes or no, please.”
“Fine,”
Ms. Olivia says. “I suppose a single
evening won’t hurt. But let’s not have
this become a repeating pattern. And you
will keep your phone on you.”
“Oh,
yeah, the phone!” Geneva pulls her
backpack up from the back seat and pulls her cellphone out. It is cheap and discreet, and she is supposed
to keep it a secret from everyone. She
checks to make sure that it is on. “You
know, it’s sad. Every time I look at it,
I keep thinking there will be messages on there for me.”
“Why? You haven’t given the number out, have you?”
“No. Chill.
I remember what you told me.” She
clears her throat and deepens her voice.
“’I’m giving you this phone so that if a demon problem arises I can
contact you. Something about rings and
monsters.’”
“Ms.
Oaks, you know I don’t like when you do that,” Ms. Olivia says. “For one thing, I sound nothing like that.”
“You
sound exactly like that.”
She
doesn’t.
“Anyway,
I’m not an idiot,” Geneva says.
“Yes,
well, still, make sure you keep the phone to yourself, please.”
“I
will. It’d raise too many questions if
someone found out I had it anyway,” Geneva says, and she jams the phone back
into her backpack to be forgotten. “And
if my parents do see it, I’ll just say I’m holding it for a friend.”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
After
school the next day Geneva catches a ride home on the bus. When she arrives, she retreats to her room to
study and catch up on homework. She
enjoys the privacy of the evening, almost to the point of forgetting what is
coming. However, Beatrice comes knocking
on her door at around six pm, and the illusion comes to an abrupt end.
The
door swings open, revealing her dress-adorned sister behind it. “It’s time,” she says.
“No,
not yet. I’m not ready yet.”
“Sorry,
kid,” Beatrice says, taking time to light an imaginary cigarette. She draws air through her clenched teeth and
releases a breath shortly after. Then,
carefully, she taps some invisible ashes onto the floor. “Got any last words?” She tries her hardest to sound gruff.
“I’m
too old for this.”
“Oh,
come on, Genie-bear. Neva-cakes. Sweetie-poodle.”
Geneva
screws her eyes. “Sweetie-poodle?”
Beatrice
skips across the room and drags Geneva from her bed. “You’re going to have a blast.”
“No,
I really won’t.”
“Not
if you keep up that attitude.” Beatrice
shoves Geneva out the door and toward the stairs. “Now, close your eyes, and I’ll lead you
down.”
“You
greatly overestimate how much I trust you.”
“Oh,
please, Geneva, like I’d let anything happen to you,” Beatrice says, guiding
her. “Mom and dad would never forgive
me. So, eyes closed.”
Geneva
sighs and obeys. She closes her eyes and
even covers them for good measure, and she lets Beatrice lead her by the
hand. It is hardly necessary. She has lived in this house since birth and
would know it even in the haze of half-sleep.
Together
they find the stairs and start their way down.
Geneva holds the handrail for support.
“You know,” she says back at Beatrice, “It’s not much of a surprise if I
know it’s coming.”
“Shush
your head. You’re over thinking
this. And you better at least act
surprised this time. Last year nearly
broke mom’s heart.”
“I’ll
do my best,” Geneva says warily.
They
alight in the foyer and take a left toward the kitchen. Geneva feels the entry way before passing
through. Beatrice leads her to the table
and places her into a seat before leaving.
Conspiratorial whispers fill the room.
She recognizes her mother’s voice directing everyone.
“You
over there. Beatrice, right here. And honey, you stand here. No, here.
And I’ll go here. Okay.” Silence reigns, save for the shuffle of feet.
“Okay, Geneva, go ahead and open your eyes!”
First
thing Geneva sees is the darkened kitchen and a row of flames dancing on wax
pillars. A large, white cake is sitting
in the center of the table, trimmed with pink frosting. It holds seventeen candles, spaced evenly
across its surface. Four bodies take
shape beyond that as she looks overtop the candle flames. They synchronize a, “Happy Birthday, Geneva!”
“Aw,
thanks guys. Mom, dad, Bea, and…Kit?”
Kit
winks and waves at Geneva.
“Surprised,
darling,” her mother asks, smiling. “I
pulled her aside last time you two had one of your little study dates and
invited her over. Thought you might like
to have one of your little friends over instead of just your boring, old
parents.”
“Oh,
mom, come on. You’re not old.”
“Well,
thank you, honey. Now blow out the
candles and make your wish.”
“Right.” While her mother fusses about the table,
Geneva eyes the candles and considers her wish.
After a moment’s thought, and further prodding from her mother, she
settles on nothing and gives her greatest blow.
The room goes dark.
Her
father turns on the lights, and her mother starts dividing the cake while
chatting excitedly with Kit. She thanks
Kit for coming, comments how surprised Geneva was, and laughs at something Kit
says. Geneva watches the surreal scene
playout in silence.
She
takes a moment to consider how strange it is that she is being trained to fight
monsters by an elf and how Kit being at her birthday is somehow more
unbelievable to her.
Everyone
gets a slice of cake and a scoop of ice cream.
They sit around the table, chatting, sharing stories. Geneva’s mother asks Kit how classes are and
thanks her for helping Geneva to study.
She keeps using the word date, and Geneva can feel her cheeks growing
redder with each passing moment.
Eventually, when unable to hide it anymore, she makes an excuse to
escape and brings Kit with her.
“So,
you ready for tonight,” Kit says, setting her plate aside. Her portion didn’t last long.
“Nervous,”
Geneva says, fiddling with her fork. She
draws tiny spirals in the icing. “You
know, we can always hang out here.”
“This
will be fun, Genny.” Kit touches Geneva’s leg lightly, watches her blush. “I promise.”
“Well,
if you promise then I guess I’ll just have to go, huh?”
“Yup.”
“Should
I get ready?”
Kit
shrugs. “There’s no rush. We’ve got plenty of time, and I wouldn’t mind
hanging out with your family a bit longer.”
“Sorry
I haven’t told them.”
“I
haven’t told my parents.” Kit smiles at
her. “And why should I? It’s not their business. It’s ours, and I like it that way. Not that I am against showing you off.”
Geneva
stammers, stares at her plate. “And my
mom. Sorry she’s such a spaz.”
“Oh,
stop that. Your mom is sweet. She’s just excited that you brought home a
friend.”
“She’s
embarrassing,” Geneva says. “Do you
really like her?”
“Of
course. She’s always nice to me, so I’ve
got nothing against her.”
“Well,
of course she’s nice to you. You’re not
her daughter.”
“That
does seem to be how it works, huh?”
“I
don’t know. My parents don’t seem to
harp on Beatrice half as much as they harp on me.”
“That’s
because I’m low-key,” Beatrice says from the doorway. Light spills out from behind her,
illuminating the yard. “Mom’s been
looking for you. Wants to ask if you’re
still going to that thing tonight. Oh,
and hi, Kit.”
“Hey,
Beatrice.”
“I
was planning on going,” Geneva says.
“Why, did she change mind again?”
Beatrice
shrugs. “How am I supposed to know? Why
not ask her yourself?”
Geneva
rolls her eyes. “Fine. Kit, you want to come back in?”
“What,
she need your permission or something,” Beatrice asks.
“Beatrice,
would you just shoo? Shoo!” Geneva waves her hands at Beatrice, who makes
whimpering noises and scurries back inside.
Kit laughs, and stands, and follows Geneva inside to the kitchen, where
Mrs. Oaks is busy cleaning after the party.
When they enter, she looks at them.
“Oh,
Geneva, just the person I wanted to talk to.”
“I
had heard. What’s up?”
“I
was wondering if you’re still going to that other party tonight.”
“I
was hoping to.”
“And
do you have all of your homework done,” her mother asks with a stern, motherly
look for added effect. It involves a
perfect tilting of the head that exposes an unnerving amount of pupil in the
eyes. Geneva nearly shivers.
“Yes,
I have it all done,” she lies, almost smoothly.
“That’s what I was doing when Beatrice came up to get me.”
“So,
you aren’t done, but you were doing it?”
“No.”
“You
don’t sound sure.”
“YOU
don’t sound sure.”
“Geneva
Evelyn Oaks, you know I hate when you do that.”
“Sorry,”
Geneva says, fixing her eyes on the ground.
When she meets her mother’s gaze again, she’s pouting. “Pleas, mom, can I go?”
Her
mother stares for a moment longer. “Yes,
you may, but only if you promise to get your homework done after you get home.”
“I
promise, and I swear, up and down, whatever that means.”
“Okay,
good,” Mrs. Oaks says, putting the remaining cake into the refrigerator. She goes to her purse. “Will you need money?”
Geneva
looks at Kit, who says, “No, Mrs. Oaks.
We’ll be fine. Just hanging out
with a few of my friends.”
“Okay,
dear, and there will be adult supervision?”
“Yes,
ma’am. My friend, Chelsea, her mom will
be there.”
“I
don’t think I know a Chelsea.”
“I
met her outside of school. She’s cool,
in her church’s choir.”
“Oh,
that sounds nice.” Geneva’s mother
smiles. “Well, come say goodbye before
you go, Geneva.”
“Okay.” Geneva waits for her mother to leave the room
before turning to Kit. “How much of that
is true?”
“Fifty
percent? I mean, I did meet Chelsea
outside of school. And she does go to
church. I think.”
“You’re
totally a bad influence on me.”
Kit
grins. “Well, I am dangerous. Have I ever told you about the time I got in
a fist-fight at school?”
Geneva
fans herself. “Mercy me,” she says, and
they laugh. “Well, I guess I should go
get ready. I’ll be down in a bit. And something about something more comfortable.”
“I’ll
be waiting,” Kit says, and before Geneva can go she gives her a quick kiss on
the cheek. Geneva’s entire face turns red. She rushes up the stairs before her parents
can ask why.
In
her bedroom, Geneva disrobes and puts on the outfit she prepared for the
night. She wriggles into her pair of
good jeans while Beatrice slips into her room.
They make eye contact in Geneva mirror.
“Yes,” Geneva asks, sucking in her gut.
“Well,
aren’t you cute? Getting all dressed up
for your date?”
“Maybe. Is there a reason you’re bothering me, or is
your life just that boring?”
Beatrice
looks thoughtful. “Life’s boring,” she
says, jumping onto Geneva’s bed. “I like
her.”
“I’m
glad? This isn’t some awkward segue into
a sisterly-threesome, is it?”
“Not
yet,” Beatrice says. “Just wanted to
tell you. Glad you got all of that
sorted out.”
“Yeah,”
Geneva says, and she hesitates to take her shirt off. After doing it, she pulls on a black top with
a plunging neckline, or at least plunging by her standards. She poses, holds her stomach. Then, she turns to Beatrice, who is picking
her toes. “Hey, Bea, I just wanted to
say—Well, thanks. For, you know.”
“You’re
welcome.” She stands from the bed and
approaches Geneva, adjusts her collar.
“And I’m proud of you, Geneva, and I love you. No matter who you are, or who you love.”
Geneva
hugs Beatrice, who is momentarily taken by surprise and hugs her back. They stay like this for a bit, and then
Beatrice breaks away and goes to the door.
“And,
Geneva, remember. She won’t respect you
if you put out on the first date.”
“I
don’t know, Bea. All those nice gentlemen
you go out with seem to respect you.”
“That’s
because I’m good at it. You? You’ll need to keep her waiting.”
“Ouch,
Bea. Ouch.”
“Truth
hurts,” Beatrice says, and she steps back into the hall.
Geneva
shakes her head and returns to the mirror.
She poses, smoothing her stomach and trying to imagine that she is
someone else. She leans in and fiddles
with her eyes brows, and she wishes her forehead was different. Then, she sighs. “I’m about as good as I’ll get, and better
than usual.” She stares at herself. “I should go.
Kit’s waiting.”
Geneva
returns to the kitchen, where Kit greets her with a smile and no small amount
of praise. Together, they go to say
goodbye to Geneva’s parents, who demand she be back before midnight. Her father gives her a hug and mutters
something about how big his girl has gotten.
Her mother gives her a longer, tighter hug, and tells her to be back
before curfew on threat of grounding.
“Love
you, too, mom.”
They
stay embraced for a few seconds longer, and Geneva looks to Kit, who waits
patiently in the entryway.
“Mom?
Can I go?”
“Not
yet,” she says. She lingers a moment
longer and then releases. There are
tears in her eyes. “You girls have fun.”
“Thanks,
Mrs. Oaks, Mr. Oaks. I had fun,” Kit
says, waving as Geneva hurries to her side.
They both return the sentiment.
Together,
Geneva and Kit step into the cool October air and walk across the yard to Kit’s
car. Kit opens the passenger side door
for Geneva.
“You
know, you didn’t have to lie to them about the fun,” Geneva says, getting in.
“Don’t
be mean, they’re sweet,” Kit says, closing the door. She rounds the car and gets in on her
side. “Your parents could be a lot
worse, you know.”
“I
know, I’m just kidding.” Geneva fastens
her seatbelt and tries to smother the butterflies in her stomach. “So, where are we going again?”
“Just
a little party.” Kit looks at her. “I told you. It’ll be small. It’ll be fine.”
“I
know, I know. Small. Fine.
But what’re they celebrating?”
“It’s
the weekend and their parents are out of town?
That’s not important. What is
important is that all of my friends are there, and you get to meet them.”
“Right. All of your friends. Are there.
And you’re showing me off.
Because I’m your girlfriend.” She
laughs and stares at her shirt. “I
should have went with the blue.”
“You’re
fine, Genny. You look hot.”
“Kit. Please, I look cute, at best.”
Kit
starts the car. “Here we go.”
“I’m
just saying, I’m a four, a six on a good day.”
Geneva feels her hair. “And today
is not a good day.”
“Listen,
I’ve seen you with a whole Cheeto in your hair before, and even then you were better
than a four.” Kit looks at her before
pulling away from the yard. “And today
you don’t have any Cheetos. I
think. Either way, you look good.”
Geneva
adjusts her shirt, hoping to hide her belly.
“You think so?”
“I
know.”
“Okay.” Geneva takes a deep breath. “I can do this. I can do this.”
“You
can,” Kit says, touching her leg again.
Geneva
smiles, anxiously, and feels her cheeks warm.
She looks out the window. “Hey,
Kit, think we can maybe pretend your friends won’t show up? Might take some of the pressure off.”
“Sure,”
Kit says. “I’m sure they’ll all be at
home.”
“Thanks. Think we can pretend that we’re going to go
see penguins?”
Kit
glances at her. “Penguins?”
“Yeah. They look so cute, waddling around in their
little waiter’s outfits, not judging anyone.”
“Genny,
my friends won’t judge you. At least, so
long as you don’t bring up that penguin thing.”
“Oh,
Kit, lovely, naïve Kit. You were doomed
from the start.”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
Claude
rinses his hands and dries them. “Okay,
I’m done.”
“Hey,
don’t forget your check,” Eddie says. He
is bent over the grill, scrubbing it vigorously before the end of his
shift. Eddie is a short, stalwart man
with squared shoulders and strong forearms.
“Today
is payday?”
Eddie
nods in return.
Claude
exits the kitchen and tries to remember the date. He reaches the office and does the punch on
his card. Then, he goes to the front
desk for his check. The clerk, a tall,
bespectacled woman named Joan, is busy with some paper work. She looks up when Claude rings the bell.
“Sorry
to keep you waiting—Claude.”
He
laughs. “Sorry, couldn’t resist. I was coming by to grab my check.”
“Yeah,
yeah,” she says, going to a nearby draw and sifting through envelopes. She pulls one out and sets it on the
counter. Claude signs for it.
“Thanks,”
Claude says, tapping the check against the counter before turning.
“No
problem. Oh, and did you see your
friend?”
“My
friend?” Claude looks back at her, and
then at the empty foyer.
“Yes. A pretty girl came by calling on you. I told
her you were in the kitchen, and she told me not to bother you, and said she
would wait. I think she might be around
the dining room.”
“Really? I didn’t see her. What does she look like?”
“Short,
long hair.” Joan smiles. “She seems really sweet.”
“Short? Couldn’t be,” he says. “Thanks, Joan, I’ll go find her.”
“Good
luck.”
Claude
pockets his check and returns to the dining room. He finds it empty, save for one of the
cleaning ladies, who is busy vacuuming the carpet. Just as he is about to go ask her, Claude
sees the women’s restroom door open and she comes out.
And
she is just as he remembers her, short, slender, wide hips, and long auburn
hair. The only difference Claude can
note is the color of her eyes. They seem
bluer than ever before.
They
lock eyes, and she smiles at him. She takes
the first step, and they meet in the center of the dining room.
“Shirley?”
She
giggles. “Yup. Long time, no see, Claude.”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
The
party is going by the time they arrive, and it isn’t much like what Geneva
imagined. When Kit first proposed an
outing on her birthday, when Kit first used the word ‘party,’ Geneva imagined
roadside brawls, drugs in the bathroom, and sex everywhere. As they cross the lawn, Kit holding Geneva’s
hand and leading the way, Geneva is glad to see perhaps only one drunk person
there, muttering to a group of friends who are keeping an eye on him.
“So,
this is what a high school party is like?”
“Some
of them,” Kit says. “If you’re smart,
you avoid the ones that aren’t.”
They
enter the house and step into the stale air of a gathering. There are bodies from wall-to-wall. Music struggles to be heard over the
voices.
“Whoa,” Geneva
says, “People.”
“Not
too many.” Kit looks at her. “Right?”
“This
isn’t too many?”
Kit
laughs. “Just wait until I take you to a
club.”
“Is
that a domestic abuse joke?”
“Geneva.”
“Seriously,
though, I don’t know if I can handle all that.”
She follows Kit in, watchesh er wave at people, and smile, and greet
someone from across the room.
“You’ll
manage,” Kit says. “Now, come on, let’s
make rounds.”
“Rounds,”
Geneva parrots, and she stumbles after.
A whirlwind of greetings follows.
Kit glows under the attention.
Geneva, meanwhile, does her best not to wilt while keeping pace and
being arm-candy. To her, that means keeping
quiet and smiling without smiling too much.
She lets Kit hold her hand even as their palms grow sweaty.
Names
and faces become interchangeable, and after a few minutes Geneva gives up on
remembering anyone and accepts the reality of the moment. She is surrounded by strange people, in a
strange person’s house, while being shown off like jewelry. The novelty wears off quickly and leaves her
feeling tired and, somehow, naked.
Eventually
they find a corner in the living room and stop there. The people here seem to have less energy than
the other partygoers, but still more than Geneva has on a good day. A few are drinking alcohol, but in measured
doses.
“So,
you’re Geneva,” says a tall, redheaded girl with a nose piercing. Geneva can’t remember her name, but she wants
to call her Rebecca or Becky. “It’s nice
to finally meet you. We’ve heard so
much.”
“Yeah,
well…” Geneva looks at Kit and finds her
busy with someone else. Without anyone
to take over, she braces for conversation.
“Hope they were good things.”
“They
were,” says Rebecky. She sips a soda
casually and looks good while doing it.
Geneva can’t help but think that she would buy that soda if she saw this
girl in a commercial drinking it. “She
said you were sarcastic, but you seem nice to me.”
“Well,
hate to shatter the illusion, but I am sarcastic. At least, more sarcastic than nice. Just a little overwhelmed right now.”
Rebecky
laughs. “Not used to big crowds?”
“Not
outside in the real world,” Geneva says, and Rebecky laughs again. “Seriously, though. First party I’ve ever been to.”
“Well,
fair warning. You should get used to
them. Kit’s a bit of a party girl.”
“Is
she now?”
“Yeah,
don’t worry though. She’s not
crazy. No drugs or drinking. Just likes to have fun.”
“Yeah. Fun.”
Geneva casts a glance at Kit, who is talking animatedly. Suddenly, Geneva misses the safety of a
sweaty palm.
After
a lull, Rebecky says, “So, heard you play video games?”
“Not
lately. Kind of in trouble because of my
grades.”
“That
sucks.”
“Yeah,”
Geneva says. She tries to remember what
her mother told her about making friends.
After a discarding a few nuggets of advice she says, “So, uh, what’re
you into?”
“Everything. Anything that’s an experience. Went base jumping a while back.”
“Base
jumping?”
“Yeah. So, it’s like, you jump off of really tall
things with a parachute.”
“Oh,”
Geneva says. “Sounds safe.”
“Sarcasm?”
“Sorry. It’s pretty much a second nature to me.”
Rebecky
shrugs. “It’s fine, but you should try
is some time. Total rush.”
“Yeah,
no offense. Don’t think I’ll be jumping
from anything too tall for a while.”
“Except
for Kit, maybe.”
Geneva
blushes, and Kit leans into the conversation, hanging from Geneva’s
shoulder. “Hey, you two. Talking about me?”
“A
little,” Rebecky says.
“Not
telling her any embarrassing stories about me, are you?”
“Not
yet. Give us a few minutes.”
Kit
laughs. “Hey, Genny, Rachel wants to
show me something, and I need a new drink.
So, I’ll be right back. You want
anything?”
“Uh,
sure,” Geneva says, and she gives Kit her drink preference. Then, Kit kisses her on the cheek and
leaves. Geneva, still blushing, looks at
Rebecky, and then at all of the people around her. She smiles anxiously.
“You
two are cute together. And you really
seem to make her happy. I’m glad.”
Geneva
takes a deep breath. “Thanks. To be honest, I’m new to all of this dating
stuff.”
“New
to dating girls or…”
“Dating
in general.”
“I
see. Well, you’ll get used to it.”
“Like
parties?”
“Exactly.”
After
that, Geneva settles in. She keeps to
her quiet corner and watches people mingle, and she wonders why they are so
comfortable with the loud music and the even louder conversation. While she waits, a tiny girl with curly blond
hair and pink highlights comes sauntering through the crowd. She has her nose
and right eyebrow pierced.
She
stops in front of Geneva, hips cocked to one side, and looks her over. It is an act of appraisal, and judging from
her expression, Geneva isn’t much to look at.
“So,” she says, her voice surprisingly deep, “You’re Kit’s little
girlfriend.”
“Well,
I don’t know about little,” Geneva says, poking her own belly. “But, yeah, I’m Kit’s girlfriend. As surreal as that is to say.”
“Surreal
is right.”
“Uh,
who are you?”
“I’m
Eve. Kit’s ex.”
Geneva
pauses to digest the information, looks for Kit.
“Or,
well, guess I’m not her ex. We never
dated. Just had sex. A lot.”
Rebecky
notices Eve and comes hurrying over.
“Eve. What’re you doing here?”
“Just
talking to Kit’s new girlfriend here.
Telling her about old times with her lover.”
Geneva’s
cheeks burn, and she looks to Rebecky for help.
What she gets is a halfhearted frown and a muttered, “Eve.”
“What? I’m not saying anything isn’t true, I can
tell you that much.” She approaches
Geneva. “Hey, lighten up. You’re so stiff. Everyone is saying so.”
Geneva
looks around the room. Suddenly, it
feels like all eyes are on her.
“Come
on, girl. If you’re going to be hanging
out with this crowd—and you will, if you’re dating Kit—then you need to relax
some.”
“Sorry,”
Geneva says, and she imagines turning into a turtle and retreating into her
shell. Without a shell, she finds comfort in backing toward the corner. “Not used to parties.”
Eve
smiles so sugary and sweet that it makes Geneva sick just looking at it. “Don’t be sorry, just let Eve take care of
you.” She slips a slender arm over
Geneva’s shoulders and leads her away, into the sea of people. As they depart, Geneva looks back for help
from Rebecky, but she finds that the other girl has disappeared from view.
Geneva
is led to where all of the drinks are.
Various colored liquids in big and small bottles are scattered across a
kitchen counter with stacks of red solo cups towering beside them. Eve pulls away and performs alchemy with the
liquids, pouring here, mixing, stirring, and then hands Geneva the finished
product.
Geneva
smells of it, and it makes her stomach twist.
“What is it?”
“Confidence,”
Eve says, her smile lingering. “Come on,
don’t tell me you’ve never drank before.
What, did Kit get you straight out of the womb?”
“No. I mean, I’ve never drank, but…” Geneva looks for help but finds herself all
alone and surrounded by people. She
looks back at the cup.
“Then
it’s time to live a little, don’t you think?”
Geneva
takes a deep breath. “Just the one
drink.”
“That’s
all it’ll take.”
Geneva
nods. “Right,” she says, and she holds
the cup poised against her lips.
“Right,” she says again, and she downs the contents with one gulp. Fire spreads across her throat and fills her
stomach, and she can feel the cake churning.
She winces and wipes at her mouth.
“Ugh! People really drink this
stuff?”
“People
love that stuff,” Eve says. “You’ll get
used to it.”
Geneva
smacks her lips and continues to grimace.
“Not sure I want to.”
“Come
on, give it another shot,” Eve says, holding up another cup. “This is my favorite drink. It’s a bit sweeter.”
“No
thanks, I’m good.”
“Kit
told everyone that it’s your birthday today.
How old did you turn, seven?”
“No.”
“Then
how old are you really?”
“Sixteen.” Geneva shakes her head. The room sways slightly. “Er, seventeen.”
“See,
you’re old enough to make your own decisions.
So, act your age and drink.”
Again,
Geneva looks for help, and again, she ends up with a red solo cup in her hands.
A
few minutes later Kit approaches, and she finds Geneva alone on one side of the
counter, surrounded by a collection red solo friends. On the other side of the counter, Eve
watches, smiling as she fixes drinks.
Geneva downs another cup, and Eve says, “See, not so bad.”
“Yeah,”
Geneva says, shaking her head. “I can
barely taste how awful it is anymore.”
“There’s
the spirit. Here, try this,” Eve says,
handing Geneva another cup, which Kit intercepts.
“I
think she’s had enough.”
Eve
glares. “What, you her babysitter?”
“I’m
her girlfriend.”
“Fine,”
Eve says, and she takes the cup for herself.
“Whatever. Have fun with her
then!” She hurries away before Kit can
respond.
Kit
turns to Geneva, who falls into her in a fit of giggles. “Kit, look, Kit. I finally loosened up.”
“I
can see that,” Kit says, stumbling against Geneva’s weight. She points to the nearby cups. “You drink all of these?”
“I
was thirsty.”
“You
must have been. Come on, Genny, let’s go
find you a seat.”
“I’m
good,” Geneva says, swaying. “The world
is spinning, Kit. Not me.”
“Yeah,
that happens when you drink this much.”
“No,
what I mean is, like, I can feel the world spinning.” Geneva braces against Kit and stares at the
room. “And it’s taking the room with
it.”
“Come
on, Genny.”
“No,
no, I’m good,” Geneva says, staggering away.
She nearly falls forward into the open fire pit, but Kit catches her and
pulls her away. Geneva gives her a
pitiful look. “Kit.”
“Yes?”
“I’m
not good,” she says, and she vomits on their feet.
Kit
stops, stone still, and holds Geneva up as she continues to vomit. She sighs when Geneva finally stops, and she
does her best to smooth back Geneva’s hair.
“You done?” Geneva nods, weakly,
and Kit rubs her back. “Come on, let’s
get you home.”
Geneva
groans.
With
help, Kit gets Geneva to the door. On
the way, she apologizes to her friends and explains what happened. Her friend is patient and tells her not the
worry, and she does it while showing them out.
The
air outside is cold and moist. Geneva
shivers until Kit gives her a coat.
Holding the coat tight to her body and leaning for support, Geneva says,
“Kit, did you tell that girl that I’m sorry about her shoes?”
“I’m
sure she knows,” Kit says, still holding Geneva up. They make it to the car, and Kit leans Geneva
against it while pulling the passenger door open. She directs her inside and buckles her in.
“Hey,
Kit,” Geneva says, staring at a blurry blonde image with freckles that is
standing in the cold, autumn night.
“Yes,
Geneva?”
“Thanks
and stuff.”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
After
meeting in the lobby, Claude and Shirley stare at each other for a few
seconds. Then, Shirley invites Claude to
supper. He agrees, hesitantly, and lets
her lead him out to her car, which is packed full of her things.
They
ride, in silence, about the town.
Shirley asks for Claude’s recommendation and, without anything to
recommend, he suggests the place where Marisa took him. After that, silence settles again, and Claude
doesn’t know whether to welcome it or not.
They
arrive and go inside. Claude holds the
door for her. She thanks him and
smiles. They sit in a corner, by a
window, where they can watch the highway.
It isn’t until they give drink orders to a tired looking woman with
vibrantly dyed violet hair that conversation starts new.
“Claude,
it’s so great to see you. You’re looking
good,” Shirley says as she appraises him.
“If a bit thin.”
“Haven’t
had time to exercise.”
“Is
that all? Are you eating well?”
Claude
thinks of the free meals at the hotel.
He sips his water. “I’m well
fed.”
“That’s
not what I meant.”
“I’m
fine, Shirley, and I’m more worried about you.
What are you doing here?”
“Well,
it’s kind of a long story, but my boss had this friend who was looking for a
good secretary up here. Her last one
retired, and so I came up to fill the position.”
“You
moved up here?”
She
nods.
“But
what about your life back home?”
“I
can see my family on the holidays,” she says.
“How often do you get an opportunity like this?”
“Like
what?”
“To
see the world, Claude.”
“But
what about your friends? Your, well,
everything?”
“You
came up here, too,” she says. “What
about your friends?”
She
sounds hurt, and she looks worse. Claude
looks out the window. Outside, the streetlights
are flickering to life. Their synthetic
orange clashes with and drains the color of the actual sunset.
“Claude,
I missed you. We all did. And I still don’t understand why you had to
come all the way up here.”
“I
just do, okay?” He looks her in the eyes
and is disarmed by how blue they are.
For his entire life he has seen those very same eyes almost every day. The night before he saw them in a photograph,
but only now does he notice their color.
“Shirley, you know how it is.
It’s my destiny.”
“I
know that, and if you had let me finish, I was going to say that.” Her tone shifts, from hurt to stern. “Claude,
I know you’re…” She pauses, looks around
the diner. The only other customer, a
bum across the building, is too occupied with his coffee to notice them. “I know your secret. So, I understand that sometimes you have to
do stuff like this. But I still don’t like it.”
“You
don’t have to like it, but it doesn’t change anything. I have a responsibility to the world. I have to be here.”
“Like
I said, I know. We all do, and that’s
why I think it would be wrong of me to stay at home while you’re off fulfilling
your destiny.”
Claude
pauses to digest her statement, to tear it apart. When finished, he sums his thoughts up with a
simple question: “What?”
“If
something is happening here, something important, then you shouldn’t be here to
fight it by yourself.”
Claude
sighs. “Shirley, it’s…”
She
puts her hand up to stop him. “No,
Claude. You don’t have to understand. If your destiny is to leave, then it’s my
decision to follow.”
“But…”
“And
it’s also my decision to pay,” Shirley says, spying the waitress’ approach.
“Now
that’s not…”
“Come
on, Claude. It’s the twenty-first
century. Why can’t a girl pay for a
meal? Besides, that new job I got? It comes with a big raise. So, eat up, because I intend to put some meat
on those bones.”
“Fine,”
Claude says, somewhat warily. “But, if
you insist on paying, then I insist on putting you up for the night.”
Shirley
beams. “Sounds good. We haven’t had a sleepover in years!”
-The
Knights of Sheba-
Kit
drives Geneva home and, on the way, keeps a close eye on her. In return, Geneva litters heartfelt apologies
and appreciations between drunken chitchat.
The ride home seems much, much shorter than the ride to the party for
Geneva who, by arrival, has her face pinned flat against the passenger window.
“Seriously,
Kit, I’m so, so sorry,” Geneva slurs as she staggers out of the car. She falls, securely, into Kit’s strong, thin
arms and blushes faintly. They stare
into each other’s eyes. “Thanks.”
“No
problem,” Kit says, shutting the door with her free hand. She guides Geneva, carefully, to the front
door. On the way, Geneva nearly tumbles
again.
“No,
no,” Geneva says, hanging from Kit.
“Really, thanks. You’ve been a
peach. A queen. A real gentle—er—lady.” They stop at the door, and Geneva leans
against the doorway. “Give me a
second. I’m going to barf.”
“Go
ahead,” Kit says, holding Geneva hair and rubbing her back. They stand there, Geneva hunched and panting,
and Kit waiting.
Geneva
straightens. “Never you mind. I’m good.”
“I’m
glad to hear it.”
“You
mad?”
“No. I’m not mad.”
“You
sure,” Geneva asks. She is resting with
her back against the door while Kit fiddles with her keys. Geneva starts sliding sideways.
“Yes,
I’m sure,” Kit says, catching Geneva and righting her. “Mostly, I’m worried.”
“Oh.” Geneva waves her hand. “Oh, don’t be worried, silly Kitty Kit
Cat! I’m fine. Just a little dizzy is all.”
“That
can happen when you drink.”
Geneva
makes a sound, with her mouth, that she imagines to sound like a scoff. In reality, it sounds something more like a
halfhearted belch. “I didn’t drink that
much.”
“You
drank plenty,” Kit says. She sighs and
flips the key, hoping to find the lock in the dark.
“Could
drink more,” Geneva says. “Like a
fish. You know, they’re the ones with
the real problem. Them fishes. Should probably have a sit down with them.
Talk to them.”
“We
can do that tomorrow.”
Geneva
snorts with laughter. “Kit, you’re
silly.” She slaps Kit across the chest,
gently, and then laughs more. “Anyone
ever tell you that your boobs are huge?”
Kit
twists the knob and feels it give. She
pulls Geneva to her again. “Okay, let’s
get you inside.”
“Inside?” Geneva groans. “Oh, no.
My parents.”
“The
lights are off, don’t worry.”
Geneva
takes Kit by the waist and pulls her close.
They fall, gently, into the door and stare, their faces drawing closer
and closer. Kit is wide-eyed; Geneva
smiles.
“Uh,
hey, Genny, what’re you doing?”
“Being
inconspicuous.”
“What?”
“Whenever
people are watching in the movies, you always kiss so whoever doesn’t get
suspicious.”
“Wouldn’t
your parents be more suspicious if they saw us kissing, considering things?”
Their
lips touch, lightly, but it is not full contact. The air is tense and warm, warmer than it
should be. Geneva wets her lips. “Kit?”
“Yes?”
“Did
you know you’ve got freckles?”
“Uh.”
“Uh
oh.”
“What
now?”
Geneva
turns to the side and vomits on the lawn.
She starts to fall forward, but Kit catches her and hauls her back
up. She holds Geneva hair and says,
“There we go. Get it all out of you.”
“Kit,”
Geneva groans.
“Yes?”
“I’m
never drinking again.”
“Let’s
hope not.” Kit pulls Geneva to full
standing, rubs her back. “You better?”
Geneva
nods pathetically.
“Okay,
then come on.” Kit opens the door slowly
and keeps Geneva steady. She checks the
living room and kitchen before moving carefully across the foyer to the stairs,
where she nearly carries Geneva up the first few steps. Partway up, Geneva grips the rail and holds.
“I’m
going to barf again.”
“No,
you’re not. Not here. Just make it to the bathroom.”
“Kay.”
They
continue their ascent, one step at a time and reach the hall. Geneva remembers it being less blurry and
braces against the wall for support. It
doesn’t keep everything from shifting.
She shuffles, slowly, toward the bathroom and passes it.
“Geneva?”
“I
can make it,” Geneva says, with the determination of a drunk on a mission, and she
marches forward. Kit follows along,
unwilling and unable to argue. When they
reach Geneva’s room, they stumble their way inside. Geneva manages to reach the bed before
collapsing. With effort, she rolls onto
her back. Then, she begins to giggle.
Kit
closes the door. “You okay over here,”
she asks, approaching the bed and waiting for instructions.
“I’m
good. Here.” Geneva lifts her legs and
points her feet at Kit. “Shoes.”
“Alright,
alright,” Kit says, taking Geneva foot in hand and undoing her shoe. She drops the first and then quickly removes
the second. Then, she swivels Geneva
around and throws her legs onto the bed.
“Anything else, you brat?”
“Mmhmm. Come here, Kit.”
“Why,
what’s up now?”
Kit
leans forward, and Geneva pulls her into a kiss. To start, it is simple, clumsy, but Geneva twists
and yanks Kit into the bed with her. She
pins Kit against the sheets and puts weight behind the kiss, and Kit embraces
her.
They
tumble along the bed and stop against the wall.
Kit is pinned, halfway on top of Geneva, their legs tangled. Their kiss breaks, briefly, long enough only
for a breath or two, and then they resume.
Geneva jams her tongue into Kit’s mouth and presses tight against her.
Kit’s
hands drift down and find home on Geneva’s hips. From there, she launches a successful
expedition into Geneva’s shirt. A thrill
climbs Geneva’s spine. She feels the
hand on her stomach and deepens the kiss.
Just as Kit is about to cup one of Geneva’s breast they part.
Geneva
pulls away and nearly falls from the bed.
She is caught by the quick wit and quicker reflexes of Kit, who seizes
her by the arm and pulls her back. “Are
you okay,” Kit asks, breathless. “Did I
do something wrong?”
“No,
you didn’t. I didn’t. We.”
Geneva blushes. “Sorry.”
“No,
no, it’s fine, it’s fine. You shouldn’t
apologize. You’re still drunk, and it
wouldn’t be right,” Kit says. “I should
go.” As carefully as she can, Kit crawls
over Geneva to leave. As she finds the
floor in the dark and plants her feet, Kit feels Geneva’s hand on hers. She looks back. “What?”
“You
don’t have to go.”
“Geneva? Are you sure?”
Geneva
nods.
“Okay
then, scoot over.”
Geneva
slides over, pressing against the wall, and lets Kit climb in. Then, she yanks the blanket over them and
turns her back to Kit. They settle
together, in the quiet and the dark, and for the first time, Geneva feels the
warmth of another body in her bed. It is
strange but comforting.
She
looks back over her shoulder at Kit and realizes just how drunk she is. The shadows undulate. She whispers, “Kit?”
“What?”
“Do
you think you could hold me?”
“Sure,”
Kit says, rolling onto her side and slipping one arm around Geneva. Shortly after, she hears Geneva snoring, and
she smiles and settles in, finding sleep herself.
The Knights of Sheba 106 A…End